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Carson B Banger, ballad, or bop--Aubrey brings an array of influences to her sound and a depth of emotion to her lyrics that is dizzying and gratifying and fabulous. Favorite track: Crashing Through.
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1.
it doesn’t take much no it doesn’t take much I could stand all you have to give but it doesn’t take much I do it all the time yeah I do it all the time you can stab this heart of mine but you know i’ll be fine in my final estimation it’s all bile and alienation I take that back I’m doing fine and if it’s any consolation I can’t see a destination only the one dividing line it doesn’t take much no it doesn’t take much I could stand all you have to give but it doesn’t take much I do it all the time yeah I do it all the time you can stab this heart of mine but you know i’ll be fine
2.
his name is Kevin his hair is all greasy he bumps his crotch into the women in line and then there’s Desmond he thinks he cute but he’s trying to slip a pill into your wine they all play football their dads are lawyers they laugh and try to run you over with their cars this one’s older he say he doesn’t see well he grabs your tits every time he’s at the bar NIGHT OF THE CREEPS NIGHT OF THE CREEPS this one’s a generic version of rick james he can’t help but stare at your toes they dress like students they dress like husbands well represented among the downtown bros he can’t stop screaming he says you look disgraceful shorts tented as he’s watering his grass and don’t look now but here comes professor murphy can’t keep his hands off the kids who take his class NIGHT OF THE CREEPS NIGHT OF THE CREEPS
3.
takeout containers movies all night “Crimes Of The Future” yeah, David’s alright and i won’t be back again gone for five hours won’t answer the phone probably worse things than being alone and i won’t be back again if it never comes together then it can’t fall apart I don’t need your help to break my heart bottle of faygo vapes on the floor nothing in Ypsi is worth dying for and I won’t be back again we’ll have fun tomorrow cause that’s what they’re for there’s only the present not a moment more and i won’t be back again if it never comes together then it can’t fall apart I don’t need your help to break my heart
4.
There’s a war between realities they’ll call the great divide those who will reject it those who will comply some believe in nature gathering face to face some will use the planet as a virtual interface contaminating content while they plot the trickster scam and kiss the cloven hooves of coyote hologram we come defending earth against the virtual invaders whose crafted interference keep us tangled in the grid we are apocalyptic souldiers ready at the ridge where David meets goliath at the foothills to the bridge hold on, hold on remember who you are hold on, hold on remember who you are we come defending Earth against the virtual invaders whose crafted interference keep us tangled in the grid We are the diamonds of the Universe born of Cosmic dust Hold on or there’ll be nothing left remember who you We are diamonds of the universe hold on hold on ah, ah, ah, yeah ah, ah, ah, yeah apocalyptic souldiers apocalyptic souldiers
5.
c’mon honey dry your eyes there’s danger all about hungry mouths will chew you up just to spit you out the ladder’s made of friends like you as near as I can tell better learn to watch your back and watch your step as well don’t look for resolution in the eye of the beholder just keep on looking over your shoulder they see you coming from miles away as plain as plain can be ain’t no fun, cinnamon bun chasing validity every smile hides a knife as sure as you can bet in the end a chosen few are all we ever get don’t look for resolution in the eye of the beholder just keep on looking over your shoulder
6.
main character main character look out boys we got a main character and he's fine never crosses the line main character main character look out boys we got a main character and he's fine kinda wish he was mine the way I smoke my weed it's all about you people that I meet it's all about you the clothing that I wear it's all about you the way I comb my hair it's all about you main character main character look out boys we got a main character and he's fine he's only wastin' your time the way I smoke my weed it's all about you the people in the street it's all about you the places that I go it's all about you the people that I know it's all about you
7.
four walls weigh upon this empty head of mine cut away the tangles that will not untwine empty halls the sands are running by and by solace calls I hear her words but can’t reply I take my favorite remedy go running from my memories an echo of a fantasy till the next day comes a dragonfly a cup of tea a wasted opportunity I fall into a future me that cannot be undone reaching out my fingers curl around the air down and out clinging to the nothing there sidewalk cold the faces of the passers-by stranglehold a feeling I can’t quantify I take my favorite remedy go running from my memories an echo of a fantasy till the next day comes a dragonfly a cup of tea a rescue that can never be I fall into a future me that cannot be undone
8.
You stepped Too far You went Berserk You lost The plot You fell Down hurt You make Me mad You push Your luck You pull Up close Don't give That much At my bu$$y control You do as you're told I'll treat you rough til you've had enough Show you what it means to feel tough love At my bu$$y control You make Me mad You push Your luck You pull Up close Don't give That much You drop Your act You grab At love You pack A punch Then you Give up (more) At my bu$$y control You do as you're told I'll treat you rough til you've had enough Show you what it means to feel tough love At my bu$$y control
9.
ickle beasts who scatter at the light run along you're not welcome here tonight I cast you out this is only for me run away and let me be but you can come a little closer you could come sit beside the fire but you need a little tenderness catch your breath it'll be alright
10.
Messaround 02:34
why you giving me the runaround ten of wands upside down over you why you always gotta mess around cloud of knives why can’t you keep it true why you giving me the runaround I long to stir the song inside of you why you always gotta mess around turn your back on something so brand new yellow belly just like all the rest if I wasn’t so exhausted I’d wish you all the best I’m not asking you to turn around just walk away and go and play alone didn’t know you were so tumble-down wall-to-wall fun I don’t think so why you giving me the runaround ten of wands upside down over you why you always gotta mess around cloud of knives why can’t you keep it true
11.
come out of hiding and greet the day there is no rulebook for the games we shouldn't play and what good is softness underneath the ground for the hand that feeds us is the one that sees us bound come on come on talk to me talk to me you're only dreaming of the things that used to be come on come on talk to me talk to me we're only dreaming and that's all we'll ever be and so it goes February's over come on come on talk to me talk to me you're only dreaming of the things that used to be come on come on talk to me talk to me we're only dreaming and that's all we'll ever be and so it goes February's over
12.
'm at a party in a burning building but it's a party all the same you locked the doors and you barred the windows lit a match and set the joint aflame who died and left you in charge of the fire and the dancing fools why can't the people see you why do you think you needn't play by the same rules I hear you crying that you're the victim banging your fist although it grips the keys almost smiling as you point your finger please state your case in officialese who died and left you in charge of the fire and the dancing fools why can't the people see you why do you think you needn't play by the same rules
13.
my head is aching my voice is all shot spent a fortune on patch cables and pot I don't wanna write another song struggled for words but that's how it goes guitar pickin turned my fingers to toes I don't want to write another song but when it comes out right it's my favorite kind of magic what it's done to the rest of my life is just tragic my clothes are dirty i miss my bed should have taken up gardening instead I don't wanna write another song I'll put this madness firmly behind me "Hey Aubrey, are you doing 50/90?" I guess I'll just write another song
14.
Crashing through the April rain Release Constrain Indifferent Preoccupied nothing implied And I’m starting to wish that I’d never begun and I’m fighting like hell and I’m biting my tongue and the moon and the stars and the earth and the sun are all laughing I hope it hurts you forever and leaves you all in disarray I hope it hurts you forever haunted by the people you betray Let’s have another spin around Aloof Unfound At the mercy of The Wheel dissolve congeal And I’m starting to think that hope is a liar and I’m fighting like hell and I’m cursing desire and the moon and the stars and the earth are on fire and you’re laughing I hope it hurts you forever and leaves you all in disarray I hope it hurts you forever haunted by the people you betray

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FAWM 2023, in all its ups, downs, lefts, rights, and wrongs.

This is the output of my second year of February album writing month. All songs written and recorded at Studio Les Ordures, Milwaukee Wisconsin between February 1st and February 28th 2023. The album has been mixed slightly differently than the soundcloud releases, but I've tried to be true to their unpolished sound.

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released May 20, 2023

Aubrey Van Gelded, Vocals, lyrics, guitar, bass, synth, drums, programming, brogramming, e-bow, genetic manipulation of crab parasites, catering.

Sonya Heller: Lyrics and vocals on Apocalyptic Souldiers

Cicpisces: Lyrics on Bu$$y Control

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Aubrey Van Gelded is a poorly-programmed cyborg on the loose in Milwaukee Wisconsin.

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